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June 11th, 2002
07:28 am


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I was going to post something, and then I checked my friendsfriends page, and now I've forgotten what I was going to post.

Oh yeah, I was going to post about role playing. We started making up characters last night. Things won't get really fleshed out until the GM works our characters together and comes up with a story, but for now, my character is best described as a psychic baker.

Damn, I forgot to bring my character with me. I need to round out a few more things and then email it to the GM so he can have things ready by next week. I wonder if I should stop at home at some point tonight, or if I should just worry about it tomorrow.

Blergh. I hadn't realized how quickly some things had changed until it was pointed out to me last night. I've got some ideas why this has happened, but I guess I'm just a little surprised that I didn't notice. I mean, I was aware of how I felt, but it just didn't strike me that it was something that was happening rather quickly. And, last night I came to the realization for the first time that my way of processing things quickly has actually caused me more harm than good, since other people in my life don't seem to run at the same pace I do. There is a change, I react, and then I get frutrated and anxious and whatever when other people don't react as quickly.

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Date:June 11th, 2002 09:53 am (UTC)

fast change

I'm like that sometimes too -- when I come to mental clarity about something the rest of me can get on board with a new program very quickly. Some of my Chicago friends were rather surprised when I up'n moved to Scotland in '96.

It has caused me trouble with other people occasionally in the past, but more to do with their unwillingness to see me change rather than me needing them to react at my pace.
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