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March 17th, 2003
03:51 pm


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I'm dumb
On the T coming home, I realized how dumb I am. I thought I was all clever for bringing my role-playing stuff with me. And then I realized that I'm going home first and then walking over to gaming. Oh well, at least this way it will definitely be in my backpack.

In bit of a low mood. I think I know what set it off, if that's the right terminology. I'm sure I've posted in here before about how I get low cycles of moods, and I notice them because something affects me more than it probably should. So, I think I'm in one of those now. Blah. Nice weather, but I'm still blah.

Nice weather, but I'm still blah.
I've got a frown on my fucking . . . jaw.
I'd rather eat some eggshells . . . raw.

Okay, that's just silly. Wow, look at me, I'm silly. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. And my neck hurts. I really do need to become independently wealthy so I can just disappear from the world for days at a time when I don't feel like doing anything other than lying around.

Time to make dessert, I guess. And it looks like another week where I won't have time to do anything productive. Well, at least this weekend is free. I think I really need to declare a me weekend. So, I hereby declare this coming weekend a me weekend. From Friday after work until I leave for work Monday morning, I'm sitting around the house and getting stuff done. I'm going to finish editing the one Krayzen template. I'm going to start in on the letter-for-letter word game programming stuff. I'm going to wash all of my dishes. I'm going to do my laundry. I'm going to clean my room. And I'm going to jsut sit around and read, which I haven't really done in a long time. And I won't go o[ut of the house, unless I feel like a walk. That sounds like a plan. I'm sure I'll change my mind come the weekend, but maybe by declaring it here it'll actually happen. Because, really, I think I need that kind of a weekend, no matter how much parts of me want other kinds of weekends.

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Date:March 17th, 2003 01:52 pm (UTC)
Well now that we've been given notice, all of us LJ friends can make sure we don't invite you anywhere next weekend. That should help, right?
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Date:March 21st, 2003 03:20 pm (UTC)
Oops, sorry; I hadn't read this post. :-)
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Date:March 17th, 2003 02:05 pm (UTC)

me weekends rock

one part of me felt awful and anti-social for picking one party over two last friday, but I really enjoyed just sitting in a cafe and getting some reading (and physical letter-writing) done. And on saturday, I bailed on 7 hours of RPG to putter around the house, sort out the pysanky materials (which obliged cleaning up the house a bit), wander to the gym, go to the diesel (for dinner) and see No One I Knew and hence being able to read some more.

you might not need the whole weekend, but definitely try to keep a solid day of the weekend to yourself.
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