October 18th, 2003

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Dream

Weird sex dream about X this morning, which was my first sex dream involving X (and possibly first dream of any kind). I wonder if X was X in my dream or stood for something else. I do have a bit of a crush on X.

I was going to do laundry this morning, but the roommate has stuff going. And he took off. I'm not sure if he just went out to get a paper or something, but he's got stuff in the washer right now, so I can't really do any. I guess I can do some after my appointment this afternoon. Since the appointment is fairly near Stop & Shop, my plan is to do some shopping on the way home. I've been out of soy milk for a while.

And now I think it's time to get off the computer, so I don't screw up my arms any more. I think I'll scrounge some food and finish the Dragonlance 3-in-1 book. Getting an urge to see if I can hunt down the gold box Dragonlance games.
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Hmm

I downloaded all of the Dragonlance games. Hmm, could be too addicting. Plus, I need to figure out how to slow things down so I can actually see what's going on. Anyway, I think I'll delete them, so I don't spend too much time on them.

There. Deleted.

And she wouldn't let me post the picture, so I'll just describe it. hrafn sitting on our bed at our house on the Air Force base, legs bent and spread, nothing on but a shirt, and she's reading a book called Take Charge of Your Fertility. Nice synchronicity of picture/pose and book title :-) She found some pictures on a disk and figured I'd want them, seeing as most of them were from my birthday in 2001, back when beowabbit and I both had long hair and beards.

Finished the Dragonlance trilogy today. Not sure what I'm going to read next. Picked up a Nietzsche book free from work, but I don't think I'm in the mood to start any philosophy. Maybe some comic books? Although I only have sporadic issues, since these were my borther's that he occasionally got brought to him when he was in the hospital. The most consecutive comics I have (besides KODT comics, which I've read a lot of times) are 3 in the Marvel Secret Wars 9-part series. I'd feel like I was missing out on stuff. Maybe.

I could also look at some role-playing books. majes quizzed me on my game-mastering experience (ulterior motive?), and I got to thinking about maybe putting something together. Not sure what system. I don't know if I feel confident enough to try for Krayzen. Anyway, we'll see what sounds interesting, and then maybe I can try gathering some people together.

I'm going to try to do more things and different things, so I don't fall into my obsessive whatsit that I've been in for the past year. So, I've decided I'm definitely going to take a photography class, and maybe I'll try running a game, and maybe I'll start going to more parties that I find out about and actually try to talk to people. We'll see how I do with this.

And no laundry today. After starting a load of laundry and then leaving the house, my roommate has yet to return, so his laundry is still in the wahser. If it were in the dryer, I wouldn't feel any qualms about putting it on top of the dryer and putting my own clothes in. But I don't want to put his clothes in the dryer, since I don't want to fuck anything up if there are any special fabrics or whatnot. I also don't want to set it on top of the wahser or dryer, since they're kind of dirty. So, um, yeah, I guess I'll just do wash tomorrow.

Oh yeah, doctor appointment today. Not much useful. She said it's not carpal tunnel. She gave me some exercises to do. She gave me a brace thingy for my right arm. Later in the evening, she called to tell me she was going to call in a prescription for 800 mg ibuprofen, which I'm supposed to take with food 3 times per day. Guess that means I need to make sure I eat 3 times per day. Oh, and I got some groceries, so I think I'll be okay until I get my stove. So, I have a followup appointment in 2 weeks, so we'll see how my arms are doing then. And she asked about the other stuff, so I told her, but she was nice and said she'd leave it alone for now. If it bleeds again, though, she wants me to get a colonoscopy. Fuck.