I wonder if I'm putting up old stuff as a way of putting off doing new stuff. I should really do some new stuff. But I just don't have that creative urge right now. Being home alone by itself doesn't do it. I don't know if there is one magic formula that will always work, or if it's just a variable thing that I have to learn to instill in myself by hard work or just have to learn to take advantage of those rare moments. I think I'm going to play some recorder so that I can at least feel a little more productive than fucking around on the computer all day.